Went to a bbq, but not the one I was planning on, festival of Central European cuisine, very pleasant, if a bit heavy, feel kind of spaced out now, again wishing I was talking to someone about something unexpected, not to put any pressure on anybody or anything.

Been having really serious anxiety over my inevitable return to work since leaving Friday, no reason for it, especially, and it's making my stomach hurt.

Pretty sick of being me, anybody want to swap?