At work feeling really ill, barely slept last night, had nightmares when I did, having some ginger ale in hopes it will settle my stomach, would like to go home and have some lunch, waiting for visiting tech to leave.

People treating me like I'm disposable makes me feel like I am, it doesn't really matter how clearly I realize it's their problem, maybe there's some clever way for me to see dehumanization as liberatory, not feeling too clever lately unfortunately.