Physical state continues to deteriorate, seems like people may need sleep to thrive. Wrapped in a blanket with Peretz, warming up. Pretty wet & cold out.

Trying very hard to feel less sad, it's difficult, sometimes I manage it for a bit. Spending time with Chris was nice, but sort of hard, reminded me of how much I value my friends, afraid I wasn't much fun to visit with, feel kind of bad about it. Should try harder.