Got accused of a lot of unpleasant things a while ago, being a manipulative narcissist, having secret dire plans, etc., etc. Really though, the cruelest, most baseless and most offensive was an implication that I have a worldview. People, even the smartest, can be so fucking stupid.

Feeling worried about things I probably shouldn't be thinking about.

Don't need or want to understand, do anyway, wish I didn't.