Reading about experimental treatment of PTSD with MDMA, sounds more fun than cognitive behavioral therapy anyway.
Think some time away from the workplace is going to do me good, feel more relaxed & mentally flexible than I have in ages, very difficult for me to be around people for extended periods when I feel as bad as I've been feeling. Very difficult is actually something of an understatement, it's always very difficult. Let's say I have a hard time understanding how I've been making myself do it.
Foot's a lot better even, that could be the soaking though.