Really feeling a lot better than I have in quite some time. Trying to think of interesting things to do with myself again. Not coming up with anything good, but that's nothing new.
Loneliness is a lot harder when you get out of the habit of it, habit's coming back. Halfway wish I could forget I could feel any other way, not likely to, dealing with it. Maybe it's better for me to have someone to miss this badly, keep me from getting too abstract. Halfway wish I could get too abstract.