Went out to see some music, was kind of nice, predictably got sort of sad & uncomfortable after a while & left. Ben Hersey had a very nice giant inflatable Grinch. Going to go play some music tomorrow, I guess. Friends coming to town too, that's pretty nice, hope I don't disappoint, been feeling pretty disappointing.

Sorry to seem so sad lately, there's actually quite a lot I'm very happy about, hard to explain really, forget I said anything.

I'm complicated & fascinating. Fuck fuck fuck.