Still no login credentials for Cisco materials, argh.
Reaching a bit of a settled point in my thinking about things, it's a nice change. Can handle sadness much better than confusion, doesn't interfere with sleep, for instance. Got a little infected by others' obsessions, a danger of sympathy, think I've managed to sort out the things that have nothing to do with me, kept the sympathy pretty much intact. Had a lapse of judgment with some very unpleasant cascading consequences for myself and others, don't really blame myself for it, feel a bit stupid, still wish it hadn't turned out to be a lapse as it had a lot of really good points.
Working on reorganizing priorities, working through complex decision trees, sudoku helps.