Working on a bean soup, navy beans are quick soaking, chopped an onion, some garlic and 3 jalapeños in chopper, made a fine dice of some purple topped turnips and carrots, waiting for the beans to finish soaking. Raining now, big drops. Flushed & achy, had a Vitamin Water, should probably drink something else. Eyes hurt.

Keep feeling like I can't go on, I'll go on. Maybe read some Beckett.

Lying on the couch with Peretz, shaking a little, he keeps sighing.