Adequate sleep does wonders for one's outlook, first time in recent memory I've gotten it on a weeknight. Trying to move ahead, it's hard, I really didn't need to get any more broken than I already was, have some ideas, but I think most of them will need to wait on it being easier to get up in the morning. Spending a lot of time lost in memory, had some really beautiful experiences a while ago, trying to draw something useful from them, no concrete results as yet.