So first morning with parents gone, everything's back to normal, feel very odd. Trying to get all the stuff at work that needs to get done straight, wondering if vacation was worth the trouble. Feel relatively rested, not used to it, making me feel slightly paranoid. Hope all the music will put be back in the swing of things.

Have lots of projects in my head, need to get better at setting aside time for them, tend to let reading/research eat up free time as it's easier to do when exhausted but already have too much information, should be making stuff. Will probably end up just making computer stuff as I lack work space for other sorts of things, makes me vaguely wish I were married (though not really) as I could then probably afford a house.