Just went for an extremely long walk with Peretz through the corn fields down by the river, watched the lines on the poles by the road dwindle down to one, then the poles stopped, even the little mountains made me feel very small, Peretz kept trying to pull out into the middle of the road, sweat soaking through the back of my yellow shirt. Considering uncoupling myself from the various communications networks, feel like a very badly behaved node doing nothing but sowing discomfort & confusion, sick of producing shadowy doppelgangers, uncanny simulacra, creaky automata everywhere I go, should spend some time spinning my little adding wheels without resistance, maybe write new system to permanent memory, reboot later.