Finally got around to making myself some of that cocoa with mini marshmallows I got what seems ages ago, enjoying it now, not sure why I find it so difficult to do even rudimentarily nice things for myself, working on it. Also working on staying up slightly later, waking up at six in the morning has got to stop, no reason for it, makes me feel like crap by the end of the day.

Marvellous visions have been filling my head, would tell you all about them, but it would probably depress you. Take my word for it, things could be a lot better, but won't be. Funny tingly vibrations, should probably write some poems or something, not feeling as verbal as usual.