Excessive posting again, I know, but it feels like I've been up for days, my surroundings moving in slow motion. Just went to town for a burrito, very slow couple ahead of me in line, couldn't decide what they wanted, took a long time to sign credit card receipt, made me want to scream, rip out my eyes. Too fast to work, too fast to write, I just burn, burn, burn...

Maybe a shower would help.

Peretz can tell something's wrong with me, pacing around nervously, licking my hand.