Got back a short time ago from bar rock show, left a little early as acoustics of bar were making me feel crazy, uncomfortably damp from walk with Peretz, drinking a piña colada soda, watching anime. I'm a tiny drop in a big sea. Become more sociable, withdraw into myself, both? Probably both.

Head full of suffering and death, need to feather a better nest, snuggle up close to myself & wait for the world to end.