Went & walked around in Amherst, pizza slice, iced coffee, no strawberry rhubarb squares. Picked up some berries on the way home, drove around eating berries. All pretty idyllic, still feel like shit.

Absolutely nothing wrong with cynicism as such, but facile cynicism, ick. Things suck, but people don't, not entirely anyway.

Want to take a nap, probably won't.