Slept very badly, feeling sluggish, lots to do.

Strange to be attractive to someone for my emotional maturity, not that it's not there, mature to the point of being overripe, honestly, but it's certainly nothing I've ever found that attractive about myself, find it kind of frightening. Certainly not too surprising that others come around to my way of thinking about that.

Constant ferment, stinky cheese.

Should have a shower.