Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Chinese lunch was delightful but left me even more lightheaded.

Smart people making themselves stupid out of weakness, real or imagined, mostly imagined, just terribly upsetting, can't wrap my head around it, compulsion to try to, nauseating, makes me feel crazy.

But I'm not- painfully, irrepressibly sane, how I hate it.

Shaking, need to walk the dog.

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