Spent some time reading, then T showed up and took Peretz & I out to observe the impressive moonrise, sounds like it was more impressive before it cleared the range, still pretty neat, large & orange, brought back happy memories, well, happy for me anyway.

Feeling really bad, residual terrors, finding out somebody I loved very intensely was stuck in a rut likely to kill her was the most frightening thing that had ever happened to me, her falling back into it was even more frightening, turns out. Hoping I stay frightened, frankly.

Frightened & hurt, natural state, you'd think I'd get used to it, sometimes it seems like I have.

Peretz is stalking about, jingling.