Feeling really fucked up, went & got a large quantity of dog treats for Peretz & a scifi novel, maybe that'll help ride this out.

Tired of being so sad about something I can't really talk about without hurting other people, just go on coming off as an overreacting crazy person, I guess, doesn't make much difference to me really, not much does, for most intents & purposes, I'm done caring.

Pure pain, pity I don't have any religious beliefs that valorize that, maybe not, pretty sure it would still suck.