Trying to take someone else's thoughts as seriously as my own no matter the extent of disagreement, it's an interesting exercise, a bit unsettling, trying to make the best of it, not like I really have any choice in the matter.

Causing a bit more of an internal tumult than I'm really up to at the moment, very tired. As I say, not much choice about it. Tempting to go to sleep, a little scared of what the results of that might be, maybe wait for things to settle down a little.

I'm a scary monster.