When you care deeply about people and they act really erratically & in ways that seem likely to be harmful to themselves, you worry about them, likely quite a lot, if you have an anxiety disorder, you worry more. Nothing very sinister about that, if they act like that's sinister, it's just one more thing to worry about, actually.

Lots to worry about.

Heading over to the mechanic in a few minutes, trying to get a little more coffee into myself beforehand.

Happy memories of last night's cooking spree, not as fun as with company, still pretty fun.