Home from work a bit early as heading back later to reboot server. Lack of sleep is catching up to me, heart racing, a little vague.

Really feel a great deal better. Saw a possibilty of someone I love & myself both being happier than we were, tried to pursue that, it didn't work, now things are a big mess. Still think it was worth trying, still think it was possible, actually.

Wish things were different, nothing new, keep pressing on.