Work on Senior Citizen Center proceeds apace, just stepped outside to find giant earth moving machine blocking our driveway, lots of beeping noises. Just ignored a phone call from Special Olympics, they haven't noticed the machine picked up, listening to the ambient noises in their call center.

Having someone I love's desire to die burned so deeply into my mind has really messed me up, not sure I'm ever going to be able to sleep normally. Dignified & old, OK?

Anyway, lack of sleep is making me pretty tetchy in the morning, T just told me it's like I quit smoking, if I'm going to terrorize the people around me anyway, maybe I should.

It's an opportunity.