Managed to cook & eat some vegetables & rice, seem like they're going to stay down, still feel pretty woozy, helped wth headache a bit.

All this suffering, leaving nothing in its wake but some subpar writing, it's pretty discouraging. Sometimes wonder what I might get done if I managed to stay happy for any length of time- idle speculation, a speciality.

Things have gone horribly wrong, everything feels wrong, look at it from a lot of angles, all wrong.