Having what are, for the most part, extremely gentle & benevolent feelings coupled with a highly abrupt & violent mind can be very frustrating, not just for me. See things from a lot of angles, sometimes in sequence, sometimes all at once, mostly somewhat harsh & exaggerated, all together get a pretty true picture of how things are, I think. Hard to understand & tolerate, not like me to ask hard things of people, people ask hard things of me, mostly. I can do difficult things, strong & capable, once I manage to get out of bed in the morning, anyway.

Looks like rain, Peretz found & ate a small dead bird.