Took a break from studying to walk around by myself in the gray day. Stopped in at record shop & had a chat with Cooper. Slowly sorting myself out. It's hard to make the shift from someone wanting all sorts of things from me to wanting nothing at all, pretty wrenching, keep feeling there's something I should be doing.

It's hard for me to understand people being unwilling to speak to me, I've never felt that way about anybody, makes me feel like I've done something really unspeakable, pretty sure I haven't. It's weird.

T seems to be feeling a little better.