Made that flank steak, should probably do some washing up, pretty unmotivated.

Maybe will go walk around in woods with Peretz & try to get less so.

Been very badly used by someone I thought would have the sense & decency not to do that, that's a fact & it's a drag, but I'm OK with it right now. Once the hurtful things people say pass certain bounds of plausibility it makes more sense to feel sorry for them than hurt, difficult, but I'm getting there.

Then, of course, there are the hurtful things people do. That's tougher.

Oh, well, hearts & flowers, kids.