Apparently going to be in the 90s tomorrow, should therefore probably install air conditioner in living room this evening, none too delighted at prospect, heavy, sharp.

When people are too busy acting crazy to be humane & decent, it's tempting to try to pick up the slack for them, in the same way that one might pick up groceries for a friend too sick to go out. It's a deeper analogy than one might think, proper food, humane behavior, both necessities of a beautiful life. Unfortunately, it's not really possible, people really need to have their own empathy. Strong desires can be so confusing, sorry, clearing things up with myself bit by bit.

Wondering what's up with my car, should call mechanic.

Trying to live a beautiful life is pretty much all that's left to us, don't always succeed, left with abyss. Peace & love, kids.