Went & got more gummi bears, healthy body, healthy mind.

Been trying to figure out just how debilitated I am, going out & socializing is a good way to check, it seems pretty bad. It's all relative, of course, baseline is also pretty bad, it's a lot worse right now, though. I have a new tendency to kind of fade out, I don't like it at all. Other strange things happen. I wonder if it's ever going to go away.

Oh well, every day a new challenge, counting myself lucky.