Upset stomach, want another nervous system- well, not really sure how gross betrayals of trust affect people less prone to overproducing adrenaline, maybe it's even worse, in any case, it's me I have to put up with being. Trying to do that.

Purely imaginary bugbear, it's a funny thing to be, can't say I care much for it.

Despite feeling rotten, it's another amazingly beautiful day &, to the best of my knowledge, the woman I love remains alive, so things are pretty good overall.

Wonder if frost tonight will bring mass extermination to the bugs that are suddenly everywhere.