So tired. Things have just been too much for me lately, constantly tired, when doing things wishing I could stop doing them so I could rest, when resting feeling very anxious, wishing I had something to do to take my mind off the things I'm worrying about. It's pretty hellish, wish it would stop, don't really see that happening any time soon.

Lying on couch with Peretz half watching TV, half doing stuff on computer, mind keeps wandering off down scary paths, just want to be asleep.