Into work early, out early, listening to 'Yellow Pills', trying to get my head together. Don't know what to do about dinner, maybe go out, need to go grocery shopping, might go see music later, all seems overwhelming. Times like this make me wish I was into heavier stuff than cigarettes and coffee or at least had better psychological mechanisms for shutting out reality, everybody else seems to, what's the deal?

Funny little exposed nerve, why not probe it? No, really, pain helps break up the tedium.