So show was pretty OK despite intense feelings of claustrophobia, weird pressure inside head, nice to talk to & see people, music was very pleasant. Think I've cracked up pretty badly, still seem to be functioning more or less OK, fueled by pure evil, no doubt. Odd floaty feeling, think it's going to be difficult to fall asleep, maybe I'll listen to more music instead.

Ambient clouds of misery zapping me with little bolts of darkest hatred, luckily I'm the tallest thing in the room, wouldn't want anybody taking the fall for me. A little afraid I'm enjoying the self-loathing too much, may need to tone it down a bit to keep it pure.