For the second time today someone has called my cell phone looking for Alana, I wonder where she's gone. Darkness of my mood seems to be reaching out into the external world and making horrible things happen, sorry. The weather here is extremely depressing, want to get back to the depressing weather at home, at least it's my depressing weather.

T's going out of the country Friday & has a nasty cold, I was just talking to her on the phone trying to convince her to make herself some soup, home alone sick sucks, sorry, sorry.

Strange neighbors here have left a car that rolled down their driveway & crashed into a tree outside my window sitting wrapped around tree it ran into for a month apparently, strange.