Peakedness, nausea continue, feeling sad & disappointed with myself.

Trying to be in a relationship with somebody who's unable to express her feelings clearly is really difficult, more difficult when the same problems that cause that make it hard to sort through misunderstandings. Feel bad about not figuring things out more quickly, it's something I'm good at so I feel like I should've been able to, hard when being hurt over and over again, still feel like I should've been able to. Have a pretty good understanding at this point anyway, I think, not that it's much use.

Hell of a weekend.

Thinking about withdrawing into dark room, maybe listening to audiobook.

Walk dog, write blog, walk dog, write blog.

Love ya.